.24. the birthday blog .25.

meow im 25 naaaa!!!

as if.. wala naman pinagbago lol.. ganon naman diba. you dont really feel that you got older on your bday.

pag sinasabe sakin na "whoa 25 ka na!"
sinasabe ko nalang "di naman obvious noh!"
hahahahhahaha!

sooooooo.. ano ba nangyari nung 24 ako.. parang ang tagal na haha d ko mashado maalala yung early part. ang alam ko lang, last year yun yung huling time na nakita ko si kim at si nacor na mga barkada ko nung highschool. tas nun di na nasundan. yung din yung last time na nakasama ko si chippie ng matino at yun yung 2nd time na sa moomba ko cnelebrate yung bday ko. hahaha. galing, naaalala ko pa.

i know i wasnt that ecstatic to turn 24. i didnt even want to think about my bday that time kasi yung ex ko nakakabuset nung mga panahon na yun (sorry hahahahah *kaway) mashado akong pinasaya nung nag 23 ako kaya nung naghiwalay kame bago ako mag 24 pakiramdam ko ayaw ko na mag bday. hehehe lets just say na nung 23 ako sobra-sobrang pinasaya nya ako ng bonggang bongga and walang makakatapat nun. MEOW!

ang dami din nangyari nung mga last part ng pagiging 24 ko. grabe, d ko inakala na magiging successful yung business ko. hahaha. super thankful ako sa mga taong sumusuporta until now sa abilities ko. (waw) i met new people, at naging ka-close ko din yung mga taong d ko naman inakala na magiging ka-close ko (camzzzz!! *kaway) at shempre andyan parin naman yung mga malalapit sakin na hindi ako iniiwan saka pinababayaan.(neaaaa!! clydeeee!! *kaway) meron din mawawala tas biglang babalik pero ayus lang iniisip ko nalang na its just a reminder that you cant have everything all the time. kaya pag feeling mo na walang wala nang andyan para sayo, biglang may darating uli at mar-realize mo na di ka din pala nawawalan.

yung mga last days din ng pagiging 24 ko ang pinakanakakawindang. new juicy bracelet, i was featured on tv, i was earning so much and the only thing i lost was so much body weight hahaha how can a girl ask for more dba? im thankful kasi totoo yung sinabe ko parati sa sarili ko "good things come to those who wait" dun ko na-feel na "THIS IS IT!" may clarity na ang buhay ko. i know na kung ano talaga gusto ko gawin. may plans na ako for my future pero di ko lang mashado sinasabe or binabanggit kasi ayaw ko maobvious mashado na tumatanda na ako kasi diba matatanda lang gumagawa non? hahahaha.

anong nangyari nung bday ko? it shudnt be called "birthday" its "birthweek" for me. prang isang linggo nag labor si mami at isang buong linggo ang celebration lol. my bday was on a wednesday. ang corny so i decided na saturday nalang i-celebrate. the whole freakin week was meant for me to shop, shop, shop. wednesday had dinner at dencio's eastwood with the family. dumating din si mar and arthur. hehe di naman un mawawala eh. friday was meant for me to celebrate my birthday with my daddy. i love him btw. tas nung saturday naman dinner sa bahay (nag bake si mami nung uber sarap na lasagna nya and i got 3 birthday cakes this year from pangs, dad and tita malou) at si mar and arthur lang din ang kasama ko. WTF?!? sila nalang natitira kong kaibigan sa mundo. keri lang. a friend (who i feel like i havent seen for ages) arrived too later that night. so i spent the last few moments of my birthweek with him. ayus lang masaya naman. only thing im worried about is HOW MANY FUCKIN POUNDS I GAINED!!! *sobssssssss

soooo, ano kaya meron this year? yayaman na kaya ako ng sobra sobra (camzzz pangarap mo din itoooo hahaha) makaka travel kaya ako this year? super busy kaya? o baka naman ikakasal na kaya ako? (bwahahaha asa, narealize ko di ko pa pala kaya magka-pamilya) ilang trillion na headbands kaya need kong gawin para lang maka ipon ng one million? (whoa gawin ko kayang goal ito) madami kaya akong makikilalang bagong tao this year? nakakaloka lang parang ayaw ko na isipin kasi mga mtatanda lang gumagawa non.

oo 25 na ako matanda na, mature na dapat but the fact still remains that ill always be a kid at heart.. xD