try again

i already tried so many times but then everytime i feel like i finally made it thats when ill realize that im wrong.

sucks no?

but now i wanna be sure about this. i know, i know, im trying again and i dont wanna promise anything anymore unlike my previous blog a few months ago.

all i know is that i wanna try again. ill always keep in mind that it doesnt matter if i dont have it now because if its meant to be mine then things will eventually fall into place.

for now, i will no longer give too much of my time and effort. i am stopping it. i will try to stop this madness.. AGAIN.

wish me luck