"The more I wish for your happiness, the more selfish I becomejust goes to show how not everyone can be happy.. when your wish comes true, somebody else will be sad because it did..
But still, I want you to stay, and I always did
When someone's wish comes true, she'll be crying
That way the door won't make a sound"
"To wish for my own happiness is not selfish, right?sometimes.. we all just want to be happy.. But in each happy feeling that we feel... theres still a certain sadness to it..
If that's so, I want to hold you as tight as I can
When my tears dry up, she'll be crying
That way, the ground under us won't dry up"
-excerpts from utada hikaru's dareka no negai ga kanau koro